August 12, 2009
I wish I could forget.
"Are you nervous ? Is it because of who I am ?"
I can't forget you.
I can’t forgive what you did to me.
more people to follow/more followers. :|
i wasn’t so shy around cute boys i could say no i could stand up for myself i never met you i could forget i knew how to let you go i never hurt you i never hurt myself the tyra show wasn’t ending i wasn’t alone i knew how to make myself happy i was prettier i was enough
I gave you something you didn't deserve.
And I regret it all. I fucking hate you.
Craig Owens voice
Is making me want to throw up right now. If alcohol makes me hate Craig, I’m never drinking again.
Words can NOT express
how happy I am ! I’m going to Illinois on Saturday and seeing my boo, Kaci. oh my goodness. i love everything right now. DAMN. : )
There's something wrong with my dog.
she’s sitting here shaking and breathing fast and drooling and she didn’t try to steal my sandwhich.. i’m seriously concerned.
Now I remember why I love you. Thank you.
My mom is the dumbest shit sack alive. I don’t understand how someone can be as stupid as she is.
is going to be a busy, exciting day. going to IKEA like all day. aghh. so excited for some sweedish meatballs and chocolate cake ! but i’m definitely looking forward to hearing what Craig is up to and this mystery band of his. : ) even if the rest of the people in his band stink (which they won’t) it doesn’t matter because it’s Craig’s band and everything...
Be my boy forever
And I’ll be your girl.
“If anyone makes a mess where ever they go, it’s definitely you.”
You know I’m not alive.
craig owens.: the future. →
so, for the past few months.. ‘we’ have been working really hard - creating a new record for our new band. ‘we’ have a ton of material & plan on spending a little more time perfecting the songs- to ensure that this is the best record we have ever written, as individuals, and as a group.‘we’… i wanna know RIGHT MEOW. ;p
What's the point ?
I’m ready to die.
I'm so tired.
I let you in again, I tried to fix it, I tried to make it work, I tried to make you happy, I tried to be enough, I tried to be paitent. I forgave you for lying to me. I forgave you for breaking my heart. I put my trust in you again. I listened to you when you were upset. I told you everything. I came to see you just so I could make you smile. I made you a CD. I tried to give you the world. I gave...
I still don’t understand why I try so hard to get nothing in return.
You have no idea
How bad I want to bash your head in. Fucking slut.
I'm done trying.
I try to please everyone and make everyone else happy but I always sacrafice my own happiness. Then I snap. I’m tired of this cycle of pretending I’m happy to please others. I need to start focusing on myself. I have completely lost myself in all of my anger and sadness. I don’t know if I was even found in the first place. I think I’ve always been lost. I see no point in...